Hi friends,
My name is Bhargavi, today I want to share with you my Pregnancy experience. How I struggled for my baby arrival. Firstly I will start by introducing myself. As I wrote before my name is Bhargavi, I did my MBA, did some small job after studies. Next I got married in 2013 and stayed with my husband in Mumbai. Later in April 2015 my first pregnancy confirmed. I am the most happiest person in the world at that time as I love kids. Things are going on in cloud nine. one day I had stomach pain and went to doctor she asked us to get a scan, in scanning we found out that I had a blood clot which is of 1cm and also got another shocking news that my uterus is in bicournate shape means heart shaped. She gave me tablets to clear blood clot. And said if that clot increases then it will be risky for baby and pregnancy. So I prayed to God for clot shinking. By God's grace clot disappeared. Later my doctor discussed with us about bicournate uterus, she explained us how uterus will be and how bicournate is. It was a bit risky, pregnancy can sustain or may get aborted, due to short space. As my cervix length is good, doctor didn't adviced me for cervical cerclage or for any bed rest. I cried a lot on that day because of fear of losing my baby. But days are going in a safer way, my pregnancy also progressing on healthy side. No other health issues, I have reached seventh month of pregnancy. Even doctor said we can cool down, so I planned to travel to my home town for delivery. Enjoying my pregnancy in my mom's house. Mom and dad celebrated my baby shower. All things going happy. In ninth month I went for scanning as per prescribed date. But I got a sad and shocking news that my baby passed away in my uterus. I cried a lot, screwed like anything. A black day in my life. My parents took me to corporate hospital which is having more facilities. There doctors prescribed me to go for normal delivery, because it's no use to go for c section. I beared pains for 24 hours with lots and lots of crying and finally delivered a girl my dream child. I cried a lot seeing her and saying pappa pappa. Only tears in my eyes for one year. Later I went for all scans and tests. I also did my hsg (hysterosalpingography) test, which is very painful. In that I got another shocking news that mine is septate uterus not bicournate uterus, again confused and tension started. I cried a lot in a fear that whether I will have a baby or not. Later I came to know that I am some what lucky enough that it was septate but not bicournate, because separate uterus can be corrected by surgery but bicournate uterus we can't do anything. So, On june 6th 2017, I had hysteroscopy for resection of uterus. It was successfull. In September went for a scan to check how uterus is. Now my uterus is in normal shape. I felt happy. My doctor said you can plan your pregnancy from now at any time. My second pregnancy got confirmed in Dec 2016, but I am very munch scared. Praying for God. Fifth month scan anamoly is good but all of a sudden one day I got temper and wanted to shout loud, on the same night I had heavy breasts and painful breasts. I can't able to sleep. When I see my tummy I felt that my belly button went inside, by seeing that only I cried and worried at lot. Next day morning went to doctor, there doctor checked and said no heart beat. I was totally lost. Again beared pain and went for normal delivery. After that even my husband also didn't understand me, it was like a hell. I wanted to commit suicide. But I remembered my parents, stopped doing it. Later thought of going to kasi or Tirupati forever. I prayed god like a sage. I used to cry alot after seeing small babies, thinking when will I get pregnant and delivery a baby. I prayed lord Ganesha for 9 weeks offerring undrallu. Prayed Subramanian Swamy in temple. Worshipped Garbha Rakshambika Devi for 40 days and Shasti Devi. Again I got conceived for third time in Oct 2018. Tied Garbha Rakshambika raksha in pregnancy for safe and healthy pregnancy. This time I took heavy medicines, took projestrone injection for each 15 days and LONOPIN injection 40mg every day. Along with these took ecosprin tablet, projestrone tablet in addition to folic acid, iron and calcium. After all these efforts and doctor help and guidance I delivered a baby boy on May 23,2019. Baby is healthy. I am very happy. Mine and my husband's dream came true. Thanks to doctor and God Garba Rakshambika. My Mother, Father and Brother helped me from all the ways.
Reason why I am writing my experience as a blog ? Is to share my experience. So that ladies who are experiencing difficulties in pregnancy and also can't able to get pregnant will definitely get confident and some hope.
Thank you ☺️
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